{"id":654,"date":"2014-12-11T16:35:18","date_gmt":"2014-12-11T16:35:18","guid":{"rendered":"\/lnc\/?page_id=654"},"modified":"2023-06-10T11:02:10","modified_gmt":"2023-06-10T15:02:10","slug":"if-anybodys-blind","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/nfanfic.com\/lnc\/fanfic\/pg-fanfic\/if-anybodys-blind\/","title":{"rendered":"If Anybody&#8217;s Blind&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Author: Sheila<br \/>\n<br \/>Email: <a title=\"[Link: Send Email to Sheila]\" href=\"mailto:ethanseth@msn.com\">ethanseth@msn.com<\/a><br \/>\n<br \/>Rated: PG<\/i><\/p>\n<p>The first time I ever posted on the message boards I did it wrong of<br \/>\ncourse. My first direction was from Maria Fernandez. Through that communication,<br \/>\nI learned that we had the same birthday, May 31st. So, just a little<br \/>\ndedication&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>These characters are not mine but the property of WB\/DC Comics. Part of the<br \/>\ndialogue is taken from the Lois &amp; Clark episode Church of Metropolis. <\/p>\n<p>You didn&#8217;t think I&#8217;d miss it this year did you, Maria?<\/p>\n<p>A mi amiga&#8230;Feliz Cumplea\u00f1os!<\/p>\n<p>\nIf Anybody\u2019s Blind\u2026 <\/p>\n<p>\nLois was absolutely angry\u2026and jealous if she were honest with herself. She<br \/>\nwanted to sink her nails into Clark Kent and just\u2026just\u2026claw him to death. She<br \/>\nfelt that since that blonde District Attorney Mayson Drake had arrived on the<br \/>\nscene Clark couldn\u2019t think straight. She had thrown herself at Clark and he made<br \/>\nno effort to discourage her. Just like any other man, Clark\u2019s brain went limp<br \/>\nover ditsy blondes, or at least that one. Lois had thought he had higher<br \/>\nstandards than that. She\u2019d thought that Clark\u2019s type would be smart,<br \/>\nconservative, and modest, like her. But boy was she wrong.<\/p>\n<p>Though Lois didn\u2019t want to admit it to herself she was starting to see her<br \/>\npartner as more than just Clark. She had started to notice him in a new way. She<br \/>\nwould even go as far as saying that she may be starting to become attracted to<br \/>\nhim. Though Clark had retracted his declaration of love for Lois outside of the<br \/>\nDaily Planet that day, she had thought that over the past year, they had gotten<br \/>\npast that and maybe even progressed to something more. <\/p>\n<p>To top it off, Saturday was Lois\u2019s birthday. Clark hadn\u2019t even made mention of<br \/>\nit and here it was Friday. Last year he made dinner for her but had told her of<br \/>\nhis plans early on to be sure that she didn\u2019t make any other plans. But this<br \/>\nyear he hadn\u2019t mentioned anything. That made Lois even more angry. Mayson was<br \/>\nmore important to Clark than his best friend\u2019s birthday.<\/p>\n<p>Clark had just gotten off of the elevator when Lois noticed his arrival. He<br \/>\nstrolled in as happy as ever. But of course he would. He had probably just left<br \/>\nthat bimbo, Mayson. As he was about to pass Lois\u2019s desk, she grabbed him by his<br \/>\nscreaming tie and led him into one of the conference rooms.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cClark, she\u2019s dirty!\u201d <\/p>\n<p>\u201cShow me the proof!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t have any proof on Snell and you\u2019re willing to go after him!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s different Lois! I told you I have a source!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll tell you what\u2019s different. When Snell bats his eyes you don\u2019t get quite so<br \/>\ngiddy!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWait\u2026are you jealous?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat? No I\u2019m not jealous. We\u2019re friends and we\u2019re partners and whatever you do<br \/>\nin your own time is\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u2026whatever you do. I don\u2019t care except when it affects our job.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow is it affecting our job to say that I disagree, to say that you have no<br \/>\nproof that Church is the head of Intergang and therefore no proof that because<br \/>\nMayson worked for Church that she\u2019s part of Intergang? We\u2019ve gotta stay on<br \/>\ntrack!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut you\u2019re not saying stay on track. You\u2019re saying \u2019stay away from your<br \/>\ngirlfriend.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe is not my girlfriend!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, whatever she is she\u2019s got you all finger wrapped and blindfolded.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou know if anybody\u2019s blind around here, it\u2019s you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat is that supposed to mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt means that you can\u2019t see that you\u2019re the only\u2026I don\u2019t know why I let you get<br \/>\nme so angry!\u201d Clark waved his hands in the air for emphasis. \u201cMost of the time,<br \/>\nI don\u2019t know if I should strangle you or\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOr what? I\u2018m the only what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJust never mind!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFine!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFine! I\u2019ve gotta go anyway. I\u2019m supposed to meet Mayson at 5pm.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019re not done here, Clark! My God, you\u2019ve just spent the whole day with<br \/>\nthat\u2026that\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m not going to argue with you, Lois. I\u2019ve gotta go.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen go!\u201d Lois stormed out of the conference room leaving Clark standing there<br \/>\nwatching her with his mouth open. She made a beeline for her desk. She quickly<br \/>\nshut down her workstation, grabbed her jacket and headed for the Daily Planet\u2019s<br \/>\nparking garage where her Jeep was parked.<\/p>\n<p>Within a few minutes real time set in on Clark and he exited right behind Lois.<br \/>\nHe didn\u2019t quite know what had just happened. His plans for the day had been<br \/>\nderailed when he had to first meet with a source then spend most of the rest of<br \/>\nthe day as Superman. He had wanted to get out early and take Lois out for a<br \/>\nsurprise birthday dinner in Italy. He was going to tell her about Superman. He<br \/>\nhad decided that Lois was never going to see Clark as any more than her best<br \/>\nfriend so he would tell her. But he didn\u2019t understand was what made her think<br \/>\nthat he was with Mayson all day? And what was even more confusing was why did<br \/>\nthe thought of it anger her so much?<\/p>\n<p>Clark was now running late for his meeting with Mayson thanks to his<br \/>\nconfrontation with Lois, so he got to the rooftop of the Daily Planet, spun into<br \/>\nSuperman and shot straight up into the air to meet Mayson at Mike Lane\u2018s<br \/>\nrestaurant. <\/p>\n<p>Lois got into her apartment and slammed her door. She had been fighting tears<br \/>\nall the way home from the Daily Planet. This was the exact reason that<br \/>\nrelationships didn\u2019t work for her, because all men were the same. And by God she<br \/>\nwas not going to allow Clark Kent to hurt her like the others had done. She went<br \/>\nto her bathroom and ran a hot bath. She then went to the kitchen and poured a<br \/>\nglass of wine to take with her to her bath. <\/p>\n<p>Lois sat relaxed in the hot bath and laid her head back against the tub. She<br \/>\nclosed her eyes and the tears started to fall. It was going to be another lonely<br \/>\nbirthday. She had known though that one day Clark would find someone and she<br \/>\nwould have to take a back seat to her. But she never guessed that it would be so<br \/>\nsoon and she certainly didn\u2019t expect it to be Mayson. As Lois sat in her bath in<br \/>\ndeep thought she gave herself multiple mental kicks for dismissing Clark\u2019s<br \/>\nfeelings before. He was really a wonderful guy and it didn\u2019t hurt that he was<br \/>\ndrop dead gorgeous. And he had said that he loved her back during her Luthor<br \/>\nfiasco. She had believed him. But then he later retracted his declaration. Lois<br \/>\nhadn\u2019t been sure that she believed the recant of his declaration until just now.<br \/>\nObviously he really didn\u2019t have feelings of more than friendship for her.<\/p>\n<p>Some time later, the water began to get cold and Lois\u2019s fingers and toes had<br \/>\nstarted to prune so she got out of the tub. She put on her fluffy white terry<br \/>\ncloth bathrobe and retired to the couch with the TV remote and a big tub of rock<br \/>\nroad ice cream. Clark was at Mike Lane\u2019s with Mayson. They had gone over his<br \/>\ndeposition but Mayson was dragging this meeting out into something more. Clark<br \/>\nneeded this meeting to end because he needed to get to Lois. She was already<br \/>\nangry with him. And besides her birthday was coming up and he wanted to spend it<br \/>\nwith her. He had made special plans for them. But first he needed to apologize<br \/>\nto her and explain where he\u2019d been all day. It was time Lois knew everything. It<br \/>\nwas time he told her about Superman.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMayson, I\u2019ve gotta go. I need to\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s Lois, isn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah. I\u2019m sorry, Mayson. Really I am. I\u2019ll call you at your office on Monday to<br \/>\nbe sure that we\u2019ve covered everything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay,\u201d Mayson replied softly. \u201cBye Clark.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBye, Mayson.\u201d Clark trotted into an alley next to Mike\u2019s restaurant and took<br \/>\noff into the air as Superman. He had flowers to get and a lot of begging to do.<br \/>\nHe would detour to Smallville for the flowers, a few quick words of wisdom and a<br \/>\nrecipe for the crow that he was sure that he would be eating.<\/p>\n<p>It was almost seven now. The sun had just set and Metropolis was starting to<br \/>\nslow down. Lois found an episode of CSI about to start on TV so she settled on<br \/>\nthat. About ten minutes later someone rang her doorbell. The opening murder had<br \/>\njust happened on CSI and she really wanted to see how the investigation started<br \/>\nso that she could figure out who the murderer was before the team did. She hated<br \/>\nit when she missed this part of a show. Reluctantly after the second ring Lois<br \/>\ngot up to answer her door.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cComing\u2026Perry?\u201d Lois said, surprised as she opened her door. \u201cCome in.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, Darling. Uh, Happy Birthday, honey. These are for you.\u201d Perry handed Lois a<br \/>\nbouquet of wild flowers from behind his back. \u201cYou left before I could give them<br \/>\nto you today, so Alice wanted me to make sure that I brought them by this<br \/>\nevening.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you Perry and please thank Alice for me.\u201d Lois felt the tears coming so<br \/>\nshe launched her arms around Perry\u2019s neck for a hug. He hugged her back, the hug<br \/>\nthat she never got from her father. Perry just always knew when she needed one.<\/p>\n<p>Lois had schooled her emotions and pulled away from Perry when she noticed Clark<br \/>\ncoming up the hall. Perry was saying something but Lois was looking over his<br \/>\nshoulder instead of listening to what Perry had to say. Perry noticed Lois\u2019s<br \/>\nattention was directed over his shoulder and looked back to see what had<br \/>\ndistracted her. Perry smiled within himself. It was time to leave the two<br \/>\nlovebirds alone.<\/p>\n<p>Clark noticed Lois in her doorway hugging Perry. It broke his heart to see her<br \/>\nso down. He knew the signs; the fluffy night robe and the tear stained face.<br \/>\nHe\u2019d bet money that there was also a tub of rocky road ice cream nearby. He\u2019d<br \/>\nalso bet that he was the one who caused the hurt that Lois was feeling now.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHi, Perry,\u201d Clark said as he approached.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, ah, hey Kent. I was just leaving. See you Tuesday, Lois. Take Monday off\u2026a<br \/>\nlong weekend to celebrate.\u201d Perry headed for the elevator.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBye, Perry and thank you&#8230;and Alice!\u201d Perry waved back at Lois as he slowly<br \/>\ndisappeared behind the elevator doors.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHi, Lois. Happy birthday.\u201d Clark handed Lois a dozen of freshly picked assorted<br \/>\ncoloured roses. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy birthday is tomorrow, Clark. But I guess Mayson made you forget that, too.\u201d<br \/>\nLois wouldn\u2019t take the flowers though she did internally note how beautiful they<br \/>\nwere and how beautiful they smelled. She turned and headed back into her<br \/>\napartment.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMay I come in?\u201d Clark had ignored her comment.<\/p>\n<p>Lois didn\u2019t answer. She just proceeded into her apartment with Clark in tow.<br \/>\nClark closed the door behind him. He then placed the dozen roses on Lois\u2019s<br \/>\ncoffee table in an empty vase. Then is when he noticed the tub of rocky road ice<br \/>\ncream sitting there. Ah huh! He was right!<\/p>\n<p>Lois sat on the couch and Clark sat beside her. He reached out to touch her hand<br \/>\nthat was resting on her thigh but she quickly withdrew it. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois, I\u2019m sorry. I didn\u2019t mean to lose my temper with you today. I just had to<br \/>\nmeet Mayson to be prepped for the witness stand and it sort of ruined my day. I<br \/>\nwanted to take you out to dinner\u2026you know\u2026for your birthday.\u201d Clark was nervous.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t patronize me Clark! You were where you wanted to be. With\u2026her!\u201d Lois was<br \/>\nstarting to get teary again. She couldn\u2019t let Clark see her melt down. \u201cJust<br \/>\ngo\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, Lois. Please let me explain. You\u2019re the only\u2026\u201d Clark stuttered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u2026now! And take your damn roses with you!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clark stood, slowly. He collected his roses and headed for the door. Just as he<br \/>\nopened the door, he looked back and just then is when Lois chose to look up<br \/>\nright into his eyes. He had a sheet of tears shining in his eyes. He didn\u2019t say<br \/>\nanything. He just turned and left.<\/p>\n<p>Clark was gone and Lois fell apart again. She knew that her heart had not<br \/>\nlistened and that It had done something that she had ordered it not to do. She<br \/>\nhad fallen in love with Clark Kent. Cupid had come in through the back door when<br \/>\nshe wasn\u2019t looking. She cursed herself for not armoring herself against Kent.<\/p>\n<p>Lois felt guilty for not hearing Clark out, for not letting him finish. He<br \/>\nreally had no reason to lie to her. After all, they were not a couple. And he<br \/>\nhad never lied to her in the past. He had always been honest with her. Maybe he<br \/>\nreally had not been with Mayson all day and their five o\u2019clock meeting was just<br \/>\nthat\u2026a meeting. <\/p>\n<p>The more Lois thought about it the more she thought that maybe she had been to<br \/>\nhard on Clark. She needed to apologize to him, the best friend she ever had. He<br \/>\nwas trying to give her a birthday gift, be a friend, bring her happiness but she<br \/>\nhad cut him off. Before she knew it she had jumped up off of her couch, placed<br \/>\nthe melted rocky road goo back in her freezer and went to get dressed. She<br \/>\nslipped on a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt, grabbed her jeep keys and headed<br \/>\nfor Clark\u2019s place.<\/p>\n<p>Clark got home and sat Lois\u2019 roses down on his coffee table. He sat down on his<br \/>\ncouch loosened his tie and placed his face in his hands. Though a few tears<br \/>\nescaped, he had pretty much regained control of his feelings. As he analyzed the<br \/>\nsituation in his head, he realized that Lois was so angry about Mayson probably<br \/>\nbecause she thought that Mayson would take her place and she would no longer<br \/>\nhave a major part in Clark\u2019s life. She was a territorial little terror. Little<br \/>\ndid she know that she would be the only woman that Clark Kent would ever love<br \/>\nand want to be with. If only she felt the same way.<\/p>\n<p>Earlier tonight when Lois denied Clark\u2019s flowers it had hurt him more than<br \/>\nanything. Not because he had hand picked them but because she had in essence<br \/>\nrefused him. From the day that he met Lois he had been in love with her. He had<br \/>\nlaid his feelings out on the line for her before and she had shot him down. Was<br \/>\nshe being like the jealous boyfriend? She didn\u2019t want him but she didn\u2019t want<br \/>\nanyone else to have him? <\/p>\n<p>Suddenly there was a knock at Clark\u2019s door. He used his x-ray vision to find<br \/>\nMayson Drake on the other side of the door. He really didn\u2019t feel like being<br \/>\npursued by her tonight. But in spite of her probable intentions Clark opened the<br \/>\ndoor.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHi, Mayson,\u201d he said flatly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHi. Um, I just forgot to give you a copy of this report this evening and\u2026can I<br \/>\ncome in? I feel really strange talking about this on your door step.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clark stepped to the side to let Mayson come in, but stayed at the top of the<br \/>\nstairs just inside the door.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you Mayson. But this could have waited until Monday.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, just in case I missed you Monday, I wanted to be sure that you had this.\u201d<br \/>\nMayson started looking around and saw the roses on Clark\u2019s table. \u201cYou look beat<br \/>\nClark. Things not work out with Lois?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019ll be okay,\u201d Clark responded, unsure of himself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe, we could have lunch, sometime?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMm maybe,\u201d Clark stuttered as Mayson grabbed his tie and brought him in for a<br \/>\nquick kiss on the lips. Clark didn\u2019t really respond to the kiss. He just didn\u2019t<br \/>\nknow how to pull away without hurting Mayson. It had really caught him off<br \/>\nguard. And, of all of the times in the world for this to happen, Clark heard<br \/>\nLois\u2019s heartbeat nearby. <\/p>\n<p>Clark opened his eyes and saw Lois standing at his door looking through the<br \/>\ncurtain. She had seen Mayson kiss him. He then quickly retreated from the kiss<br \/>\ndismissing his previous reservations. He then saw Lois turn to run away. Clark<br \/>\nopened the door for Mayson.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois\u2026I\u2019ve got to stop her.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCall you later?\u201d Mayson\u2019s voice sounded tearful.<\/p>\n<p>Clark didn\u2019t respond. He just ran after Lois.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois\u2026Lois! Wait!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lois proceeded to her Jeep. Clark could hear her sobbing.<\/p>\n<p>{That pocket lent Kent had been lying to met. I was starting to believe him like<br \/>\na fool and beat myself to death with guilt for\u2026nothing. He\u2019s just like the<br \/>\nothers. Why did I believe him?}<\/p>\n<p>Lois got to her Jeep and couldn\u2019t get the key in the lock for her clouded<br \/>\nvision. She saw Mayson drive off out the corner of her blurred eyes.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDamn you, Clark!\u201d Lois said as she fought her keys.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois, please wait. You can\u2019t drive like this. Please.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lois fell into Clark\u2019s embrace and sobbed. Clark picked her up and carried her<br \/>\nback into his apartment. He kicked the door shut with his foot. He went down<br \/>\nonto the living room and sat Lois on the couch. He sat next to her and held her<br \/>\nclose as she sobbed. Clark waited patiently for Lois\u2019s tears to dissipate before<br \/>\nhe attempted to get her to talk.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois please tell me what\u2019s wrong,\u201d Clark pleaded. \u201cWhat did I do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lois looked over at Clark, straight in his eyes, and there he saw a kaleidoscope<br \/>\nof emotions, but mostly fury. Then almost a super speed Lois was headed to the<br \/>\ndoor.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois, please don\u2019t go. Talk to me,\u201d Clark pleaded as Lois grabbed for the front<br \/>\ndoor knob. He had followed her to the door at almost super speed trying to stop<br \/>\nher.<\/p>\n<p>Clark gently grabbed both of her hands and held them. Lois started to fight<br \/>\nClark trying to get away from him. He just hugged her to him so that she<br \/>\ncouldn\u2019t beat on him. It wouldn\u2019t hurt him but he was afraid that she would hurt<br \/>\nherself. She laid her head on his chest as he held her to himself. Her tears<br \/>\nstarted up again.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLet me go!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, Lois. I can\u2019t. I\u2019m never going to let you go again. That was my mistake<br \/>\nbefore.\u201d Clark spoke calmly to Lois. \u201cI think I\u2019ve finally figured it out, just<br \/>\nnow. Why didn\u2019t you tell me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTell you what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat you wanted more\u2026that you had feelings for me\u2026more than friendship? It was<br \/>\nalways your move, Lois.\u201d Clark still continued to hold Lois securely against his<br \/>\nchest. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t flatter yourself Kent! Just let me go!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, honey. I love you\u2026have been in love with you since I met you. But you<br \/>\nwouldn\u2019t have me. So I just settled for friendship. But I was always praying<br \/>\nthat our platonic dates would eventually evolve into something more, praying<br \/>\nthat you would one day love ma as much as I love you. And it hurt me so much<br \/>\nwhen tonight you refused my flowers, not because I picked them fresh for you,<br \/>\nbut because I felt that you were rejecting me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe roses were beautiful, Clark. I\u2019m sorry. I loved them.\u201d Lois was sincere<br \/>\nwith her response.<\/p>\n<p>Clark continued with a hint of sadness in his voice. \u201cToday I wasn\u2019t with<br \/>\nMayson. I was meeting a source, and then Superman took up most of the rest of<br \/>\nthe day. My meeting with Mayson this evening was just that\u2026a meeting. I was<br \/>\ntrying to hurry to get home so that I could start your birthday surprise with<br \/>\nthe fresh roses that I picked from my parents\u2019 farm. Tomorrow, I was going to<br \/>\ntake you out for Italian\u2026in Italy. I didn\u2019t mean to lose my temper with<br \/>\nyou&#8230;today. I just don\u2019t want anyone, especially you to think that there is<br \/>\nanything between Mayson and me. If you were a little jealous, it\u2019s okay. I\u2019m<br \/>\nflattered. That just means that you feel something for me, too. I\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I saw you kiss her\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLois, she kissed me before I knew what was happening, and then I saw you and<br \/>\ndidn\u2019t want you to get away without knowing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKnowing what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat I love you and I want to be with you, only you. Sweetheart I want to spend<br \/>\nthe rest of my life with you, if you would have me.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo that you can publicly humiliate me, destroy me like the others?\u201d Lois\u2019s tone<br \/>\nwas now more inquisitive and unsure and not confrontational as it had been. But<br \/>\nClark continued to hold her so that she couldn\u2019t get away.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, honey. You know that I\u2019d never hurt you intentionally.\u201d Clark took one hand<br \/>\nand lifted her chin so that their eyes met and then gently stroked her cheek<br \/>\nwith his thumb. Her lips were pink and swollen from crying and looked so<br \/>\ninviting. Clark wasn\u2019t sure what then overtook him, pure stupidity probably,<br \/>\nwhich made him gently touch Lois\u2019s lips with his own. Initially there was no<br \/>\nresponse from Lois but then she started to kiss him back.<\/p>\n<p>Lois could not believe that Clark had actually just out of the blue started<br \/>\nkissing her. But it felt so right. Lois had remembered Clark\u2019s kisses being<br \/>\nintoxicating but this was so much better than the memory. At first she wasn\u2019t<br \/>\nsure what to do but almost on their own Lois\u2019s lips started to respond.<\/p>\n<p>Too soon for Lois Clark pulled away. \u201cLois, just tell me that you don\u2019t love me<br \/>\nand I\u2019ll let you go.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do love you Clark. That\u2019s the problem. I don\u2019t want to\u2026to get hurt again.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen marry me. I promise you that I won\u2019t hurt you\u2026ever. I just want to make<br \/>\nyou happy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clark was starting to release his hold on Lois. He wouldn\u2019t hold her from her<br \/>\nfury upon finding out about Superman. But to Clark\u2019s surprise Lois wanted him to<br \/>\ncontinue to hold her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlease hold me. You said that you would never let me go again.\u201d Clark\u2019s arms<br \/>\nfelt so right, like home.<\/p>\n<p>Clark laid butterfly kisses in Lois\u2019s hair as he tightened his hold on her<br \/>\nagain. Clark felt almost possessive, like he was protecting Lois from everyone<br \/>\nand everything else.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI wont. So does that mean\u2026\u201d Clark held his breath.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cClark I love you\u2026am in love with you, too. Yes\u2026it means yes, I\u2019ll marry you.\u201c<br \/>\nLois smiled sincerely for the first time today. Clark let out a breath that he<br \/>\ndidn\u2019t know he had been holding.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor finally loving me.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, Clark.\u201d Lois was quiet for a moment then addressed something that Clark had<br \/>\nsaid earlier.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cClark today you said that most of the time you don\u2019t know if you should<br \/>\nstrangle me or\u2026or what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOr this.\u201d Clark kissed Lois again. Sometime after their kiss, more questions<br \/>\nentered Lois&#8217;s mind. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cItalian for dinner&#8230;in Italy? I know that you cannot afford to do that but I<br \/>\nlove you just the same. You would have still been my best friend.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clark, as if on cue suddenly got that faraway look that was so familiar to Lois.<br \/>\nLois got that \u2018I don\u2019t believe you\u2019re gonna leave now\u2019 look. Clark gently let<br \/>\nLois go, stepped back and started to spin. Clark morphed into Superman. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis is how I could take you to Italy, how I picked fresh flowers from my<br \/>\nparents farm in Smallville.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lois looked up at Clark\u2019s face and realization hit. Silent tears started to roll<br \/>\ndown Lois\u2019s cheeks. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cHoney please stop crying. It tears me apart to hear you cry. I just didn\u2019t want<br \/>\nthere to be any more secrets between us. Please stay here until I get back.<br \/>\nSomeone needs my help urgently. Please, promise me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lois subtly shook her head affirmatively. Clark kissed her gently on the lips<br \/>\nand flew off. Clark would be back soon and he and Lois would start their new<br \/>\nlives together.<\/p>\n<p>fin <\/p>\n<p>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Author: Sheila Email: ethanseth@msn.com Rated: PG The first time I ever posted on the message boards I did it wrong of course. My first direction was from Maria Fernandez. Through that communication, I learned that we had the same birthday, May 31st. 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